Quilt meeting carriageLeaning against the table, Sponer looked at her closely. “Don’t be so dramatic,” she said, gently kicking the bike’s front tire. “You guys can get over a fight. What you can’t get over is a death.” His hair is grayish, face angelic. Big, beautiful hands. “Good,” Karinger called out, shaking his leg. The sails on the smacks are wings of migratory birds. Sarah faced away, looking at the waking settlement. A dog barked. A cow lowed, asking to be milked.“We have over a hundred souls now. It means a steady stream of visitors. Trading sutlers came. An Episcopal circuit rider. Teamsters with the wagons that bring supplies.” quilt meeting carriage “Papa, give me some dosh …” That got a few laughs. Theon always called cognac his mineral water. He returns my greeting in his flaccid way and keeps his eyes fixed on the sidewalk as he steps into the flower bed to avoid me, crushing a marigold beneath his loosely laced sneakers. “My God, Duncan, we feared the worse,” Conawago said. “Thanks to Mr. Rush we had a fast boat from Philadelphia.” Phil’s baggy clothing underlined the gaunt, ghostly look he already had. He would shovel my mother’s cooking so belligerently into his bony face that he reminded me of a character in one of the novels I was reading at the time, a man who had been rescued many days after a shipwreck. As for me, my job was to get a fire going in the fireplace, and I’d kneel on the bricks, stuffing swaths of paper towels or newspaper or catalog pages into the nooks and crags of the logs. I’d strike a few matches until the fire finally caught and the smell of woodsmoke filled the house. I’d brush the soot from my pants and wash my hands. Then I’d collect my payment, a small dish of desserts my mother had baked and arranged for our guests — one or two honey-dripping pieces of rolled baklava, maybe, or a few powdered khurabia cookies — and sit on the hardwood floor, devouring the sweets and watching the fire I’d made consume everything and anything I allowed it to. “I can see that. Why’d you want me to see it if you don’t do that anymore?” The breakfast had been served while I fought off the dead. I had juice and coffee, turkey bacon, a grilled slice of tomato, and an Egg Beaters omelet on an oblong plate. “They must hate you,” I said, feeling the smile take over my suspicions. But that night, after Theon and Jolie had expired, I was paralyzed, unable even to imagine reading. Big Dick Palmer, completely without volition, had filled me with passion that Lana’s sorrow had punctured and depleted. The deaths were a part of my paralysis but not essential to it, no more than Myron was a part of my orgasm. I felt closer to Lieutenant Mendelson’s timidity and Lana’s unabashed grief than I did to my own husband, his weakness and self-demolition. “Yes! Immediately!”. |